Positip!

26 Oktober 2009

what a wife are for?

I hope I could be u'r friend to talk to.

not only as a lover, honey

or..

if u couldn't change at all..

follow u'r way

never bother me..

disappointment

I disappointed with your judgemen, honey

without considering other's feeling

dishonour and disregard other is almost unforgivable

Instead of...

Instead of saying "Would you marry me?"

I would like to hear

"Would you be the mother of my children? Please?"

And instead of foolish and empty words

I would say

"I do, I do"

like them

so cute n sweet..

The easiest thing to do

waiting for you, is the easiest thing to do

so chase your dreams, go, travel the world

I'll be waiting for you..

don't be afraid

the moon, the stars will be your friends

don't give up on me, Dear..

please..

coz' forgetting you is the hardest thing to do

You're so pure (아이 처럼) - 김동률 (Kim Dong Ryul)

사랑한다 말하고 날 받아 줄떼앤

When I said I love you, you said you love me too

더 이상나는 바랄게 없다고 자신 있게 말해 놓고

and you said you didn't want anything else

자라나는 욗심에 무안해지지만

and sometimes you feel shame when you showed your desire

또 하로 종일 드개의 생각에 난 맘 졸여요

all day I fell uneasy about what you're thingking

샘이 많아서 (아이 처럼) 

like a baby, sometimes you're jealous

겁이 많아서 (바보 처럼) 

and like a fool,sometimes you're afraid

이렇게 나의 곁에서 웃는게 믿어지지가 않아서

Sometimes I didn't believe that I could laugh when I'm with you

너무 좋아서 너무 벅차서

It's so good but I feel it's beyond my power

눈을 뜨면 다 사라질 까봐 잠 못 들어요

I couldn't sleep because when I closed my I eyes

I'm afraid that all of it will dissapear

주고 싶은데 (내 모든걸) 

I wanna give you all my heart

받고 싶은데 (그대 맘을) 

and I wanna take your heart too

남들처럼 할수 있는 건다 함께 나누고 싶은데

I wanna share everything with you just like anybody else

맘이 급해서 속이 좁아서 

my heart is so hasty and small that I couldn't control this feeling anymore

괜시리 모두 망치게 됄 까봐 분안해 하죠

I'm so afraid that I may ruin everything

웃게해 줘서 

for making me laugh

울게해 줘서

for making me cry

이런 설렘을 평생에 또 한번 느낄 수 있게 해줘서

for making me feel this thing once again in my life

믿게해 줘서

for trusting me

힘이 돼줘서

for being my strength

눈을 뜨면 처음으로 하는말 참 고마워요

when I opened my eyes, my first words is "Thank you"

내게 와줘서

for being here

꿈꾸게 해줘서

for making me dream

우리라는 선물을 준 그대

you are really the blessing and the gift

나 사랑해요

I love you

My pray

my pray when I was student at university

I stated to God

whether He have me to make my parents happy

or I get what I want and make myself happy I will choose one

but He..

He helped me choosing. that I should make my parents happy

Now, I'm getting 30's

and I pray, didn't not sue anymore

I pray that I could make my parents happier, a lot happier

and I

I choose nothing to myself

home

home is
where your heart is

my biggest fear

my fear is 

when I think about you and I realize I could not give you my very best

when I spend my lonely nights only to realize that I could not love anyone but you

when I realize that I could die anytime and I haven't time to say I love you

when I couldn't hug and kiss you when you need my support

and my biggest fear is

when I loose myself, coz it's mean i'm loosing you

what are you looking for?

after all
you end up with this question..
what are you looking for?

WEIRD

isn't it strange?

when suddenly you feel so lonely

and you noticed maybe you just realy listened to your heart just now, just right now

maybe you just lonely as always

isn't it weird?

when you ask yourself " am I happy?'

you just stand still, looking deep into your heart but your watery eyes just  can't see clearly

damn, what's the feeling I feel right now? sad, regret or love?

maybe it's all

I feel sad, coz it's the only way I forget you

regret, coz I was to afraid to tell that I love you

love, I've forgotten how to spell it lately

I thought that,

the road I have taken was the right one

but now I'm afraid that it isn't

this heart, where will it take me to?

guilty

after the party

after we danced

my heart said,

what would we do next?

can we continue?

but the guest said,

no, we should go home 

so I'm alone sitting here

is that I heard knocking on my door? 

oh,

please come, and open the door

I will welcome you, my common sense

welcome my awareness

I feel cold, hold me,

hug me, 

raise me up

but ,

why this emptiness don't wanna get out from here?

it covers me, and sucks my breath

so,

just leave me alone

let me get lost

let me find the way, I will

fear

realizing what a big mistake in my life

that times passing by without we noticed it

must find the lost identity

must find the one I've known before

where is she? what is she looks? what are other people saying 'bout her?

I'm scared

that I'm not fair to myself

to you too,

and I affirmed myself again

am I good enough for you?

and again, I asked myself

do you really miss him?

does he feel the same way too?

and I

I could not even give an exact answer

Love After Love

The time will come

when, with elation,

you will greet yourself arriving

at your own door, in your own mirror,

and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.

You will love again the stranger who was yourself.

Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart

to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored

for another, who knows you by heart.

Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,

peel your own image from the mirror.

Sit. Feast on your life.

by Derek Walcott